I always have a default setting in my mind….

Guilt…shame….suffering….

No matter how far I run away….

The same cycle is where I always find…

But the more I deny the truth….the more it stays with me….

I run from you but then I keep believing in this fantasy…

I wish I could take it all back it that meant finding you in love once more…

It kills me when you hesitate….your heart no longer confident or sure…

I blame myself for all the ways I failed you…

Lost a little in knowing what path would be the most true…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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