I don’t have to win anymore….
I don’t want you to leave forever out that door….
and I should have known what I had when I had it here…
but I ran away and stayed too long in the company of my childish fears…
and what I would give just to feel your heart beat with mine…
to keep our memories forever in the beauty of captured time…
and I still miss you more than I ever imagined I could…
I don’t want to live a life of what ifs and I shoulds….
