losing

I don’t have to win anymore….

I don’t want you to leave forever out that door….

and I should have known what I had when I had it here…

but I ran away and stayed too long in the company of my childish fears…

and what I would give just to feel your heart beat with mine…

to keep our memories forever in the beauty of captured time…

and I still miss you more than I ever imagined I could…

I don’t want to live a life of what ifs and I shoulds….