real

I want a love that’s real…. Imperfect people… Imperfect lives… But love is everything… And I’ll believe that every single day I am alive… Real courage is choosing to do more than survive….

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for granted

I took you for granted… Made myself be too comfortable…. In knowing I always had you…. But then… You left and it shattered everything… It shattered my fantasy of love…. But now… I look at you…. With a completely different heart…. There’s not one second I take for granted…. If it’s by your side… I…

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blame

I blame myself for…. Everything…. I layer every silence with the guilt… My heart always brings… I stopped loving myself and everyone to stop the pain… But life… Without love… Never feels the same…

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want

pretty girls… perfect delicate curls… I got used to being played for so long… when you’re always playing mind games… they no longer feel wrong… but I’m not the past I lived through… fear doesn’t fill every cup I pour into… we are fated to live the lives we tie ourselves to… I see the…

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empty

nothing fills this emptiness… when it cuts too deep… tainting every dream and nightmare lingering…. in the moments of endless sleep… and nothing… fills the spaces of the love I never received…. but back then… the lies were what I needed to believe…. believe…

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forget us

never wanted to forget us…. never wanted to lose the feeling of your touch… never wanted to close my eyes alone… never wanted to end it all over the phone…. and I just… can’t imagine this life without you…. but we do… we do what we have to… and we can’t ever take it back……

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sacrifice

tell me how much you love me… as I erase every part of me… tell me how much you need me…. as I hide my pain in perfected smiles… tell me how much…. stay close enough…. but too far away to touch… let me give everything away for you… let me lose myself for you……

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love me

I grew up… Believing a beautiful lie… That if I just did this… If I was the person he wanted… He would love me… I longed to be worthy of love… When in reality… His arms would never keep me safe…. His eyes would never hold love for me… His smile would never comfort me……

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happy

I always hope… You will be okay… That every day you find peace…. And a happiness entirely of your own… May your heart feel complete… May you smile in pure joy… When all I want for you is to be happy… Truly happy…

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