see

need to heal a little bit… need to find a way to make all these emotions sit… because I am carried away from wave to wave… once lost in a fairy tale… always the one to be saved… but no fair knights or princes to be found… only myself… safe and sound… and I still…

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dream

tell me this is all a dream… that none of it is real… tell me you don’t mean those words… reassure me love is what you still feel… because I can’t look in your eyes… when I feel the twists of every single lie… and I don’t know who you are anymore… when once you…

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bitter

the truth is a bitter taste… sipping red wine and tears… hourglass filled with missing memories and years… but my heart won’t grow cold… let me remain in the stories you told.. still.. pain and secrets heal and unfold… leave me with myself.. when I no longer want to need your help…

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last

give me… one last kiss… one last hug… one last memory… but it will never be enough… enough… because my home was in your arms…. and there I was yours… just give me… one last moment…. where everything was love… before our hearts were broken… before our fears were woken… before words we can never…

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okay

pretending for a moment… we could be okay… that some word or action could undo it all… as if hearts could capture time… replaying ever painful word… refeeling every wound… seconds into hours into years…. but no one but me knows these shattered tears…

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unknowing you

wish it was easy… but that’s never how love is going to be… once you love someone you can’t unknow them even when you try…. I could spend forever in a room of what ifs and untouchable whys… you were always the one I thought…who could lift me up to one day fly… no matter…

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