I never got over your absence of love…
How it scarred my heart and bled into every relationship I’ve ever had…
Tell me how a father should love a daughter…
When she sees the world in his eyes…
But all his promises become merely beautiful lies…
When she saw a hero….
One too good to ever be true…
A love never returned…
I try to find the good memories…
But they all disappeared as the pages burned….
I gave you everything you wanted and you could never see me…
I cried out for the pain to stop but no one heard me….
And I don’t know what happened to you…
For you to never know how to love someone….
You chose to worship fear before love had the chance to ever find a place…
And in our story fear always won…
Always won…
I hope love treats you kindly…
I hope you find a way to fully be…
Loved and cared for…
It took me lifetimes to walk away from someone I once blindly adored…
Lauren Kim Art 