unknown

I built my life around a fantasy… Now I don’t know what to do as I wake up… Spent lifetimes believing the lies I just wasn’t good enough… But as I leave behind the past and turn the page… I wonder what my life will be as moments becomes memories with age… I wonder how…

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space

I have this space where you left… where I have to fill it with the love I have for me… it’s a strange reality and completely new uncertainty… so long I fought just to break free… and now that I am.. I’m still discovering all the parts of me…

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intake

tell me who I am without the chaos… when the storm no longer rages… when the calm settles in and there are no more battles to fight… I wonder of how I’m living… when you’re no longer here… and all the shadows and pain have faded… to disappear… loss is not the word I want…

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silence

silence can be so loud…. searching for myself in the liveliest of crowds… but I don’t want you just to have someone around… somewhere between flying and keeping my feet firmly on the ground…

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