You

You’re more beautiful than you know… There’s kindness and passion in the colors you’re too afraid to show… And one day you’ll begin to love yourself like no one else can… And you’ll find the courage and strength to independently stand… When all the world around you became a dark and hopeless place… No one…

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Letters

I’m writing a good bye letter to someone I’ve never met… Lost in the fantasy of what would be…blinded and love swept… Because I was running away in my head… Depression and anxiety… It gets hard to find reasons to get out of bed… I try to love myself more… But love the destruction of…

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Fly

I couldn’t ever love myself… Couldn’t ever feel whole or enough… Pouring myself into others…when there were wounds and cracks in my own cup… And I know…the most broken ones can be the most kind…. Love and pain…can leave you so empty and blind… Because everything I ever chased… Happiness and life were irreversibly being…

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Something

It wasn’t nothing… When I lost myself in you… Catching feelings but wasn’t ever sure… If they were ones always true… And I don’t know why I used to miss you… When I convinced myself there was something there… I wanted….needed…someone to unconditionally care… Mouring the loss of something I dreamed of…. An escape…from all…

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a little

I’m a little messed up… A little broken… And I think too much before words are even spoken… And I’m too needy… Desperate for you not to leave me… And it hurts when I fear you just want to be free…. Who am I to keep you…. Who am I to hold you back… Karma…when…

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wounds

I don’t know how to feel love… Without guilt…. Shame… Emptiness…. Because the memories are too intertwined… Every single time I let love in… There’s a million parts of me… Aimed to destroy it… Because I can’t get too close… And I can’t let my guards go… But underneath it all… I love you more…

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core beliefs

I need love… But I fear it the more than anything else…. I know how to wrap myself in pain… I know how to self sabotage everything good… But letting myself be loved… I… I can’t…. Because the loss is too great… The fall too high… Safer on the ground… Where I know every misery….…

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free

love costs nothing… but without it life is colorless… every little thing about you… I dearly and forever miss… hold me close… never let me go… never let me go…

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no one

there’s no one like you… no one in the entire world I see myself beside… with you… there’s nothing… nothing I could ever hide… in your arms… that’s where I want to be… loving you…. brought out the best within me…

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pure gold

you’re heart is pure gold when flowing freely with love…. for the first time when I look in the mirror the reflection alone is enough… because happiness was written in your name… breathing in all the moments leaves me never the same… I will tell myself I am worthy of love until it sinks in….…

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