I tell myself so often…
I am worthy of love…
But every time I see you…
It never feels like enough…
Because all I know is pain…
And all I know is struggle…
So when you offer me love with open arms…
My heart simply feels the pending and consistent alarms…
And I don’t know how to break it…
When I’m the one holding the key…
But the reality is…
I won’t ever let anyone…
Truly love and care for me…