wounds

I don’t know how to feel love… Without guilt…. Shame… Emptiness…. Because the memories are too intertwined… Every single time I let love in… There’s a million parts of me… Aimed to destroy it… Because I can’t get too close… And I can’t let my guards go… But underneath it all… I love you more…

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core beliefs

I need love… But I fear it the more than anything else…. I know how to wrap myself in pain… I know how to self sabotage everything good… But letting myself be loved… I… I can’t…. Because the loss is too great… The fall too high… Safer on the ground… Where I know every misery….…

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