I need love…
But I fear it the more than anything else….
I know how to wrap myself in pain…
I know how to self sabotage everything good…
But letting myself be loved…
I…
I can’t….
Because the loss is too great…
The fall too high…
Safer on the ground…
Where I know every misery….
I tie myself to tears….
I blame myself after all these years…
Lauren Kim Art 