I couldn’t ever love myself…
Couldn’t ever feel whole or enough…
Pouring myself into others…when there were wounds and cracks in my own cup…
And I know…the most broken ones can be the most kind….
Love and pain…can leave you so empty and blind…
Because everything I ever chased…
Happiness and life were irreversibly being erased…
And I have wishes bottled up in abandoned hearts and minds…
But they say….
They say if you’re looking for love…it will be what you eventually find….