It wasn’t nothing…
When I lost myself in you…
Catching feelings but wasn’t ever sure…
If they were ones always true…
And I don’t know why I used to miss you…
When I convinced myself there was something there…
I wanted….needed…someone to unconditionally care…
Mouring the loss of something I dreamed of….
An escape…from all the emotions and beliefs that told me….I could never be enough…