I erase you..
In every beautiful memory too…
Because the pain is too much for me to feel…
And I question it every day…
Wondering if it was truly real…
I try to forget as I lose myself to fantasy…
When all is said and done I wonder of the darker shades within me…
All I ever did was run away…
And all I could ever do is silence the words I can no longer say…
Numb these emotions…so I no longer see…
What he did…
What he did to me…
And I have scars that run along heart beats…
Times I wonder if destiny kept the day we were fated to meet…
And I use everything I can to block out what I don’t wish to face…
The mind is so willing but the heart hesitates…
To ever fully erase…
