past

the past wants to keep you within golden walls… whispers of an impossible reality as happiness falls… I can’t live like this anymore… addictions and emptiness… there’s just a new and more beautiful life to live for… self delusion is sipping sweet melodies… but even the brightest promises won’t set her free… you can lie…

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addict

in my mind I know every lie… I fell in love with the ones that let my self destructive self… take over as my real one slowly died… just one more…. what could it hurt…. the most lethal danger in… silencing your own cautionary alerts…. the addict in me doesn’t want to let go…. but…

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breathe

I lost it all when I chose to lose myself to you… And I have fallen so far I know at this point our memories stay with me no matter what I do… Human… Aren’t we all just human in the end… Broken from the pain and here I start again…when will my heart begin…

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Easy

It’s too easy to fall from grace… The past and pain I long wished to erase… A single step in the wrong direction…down a path you never planned to take… Until every line and word becomes a perfectly manufactured fake…. Look around at the end… After you’ve burned every bridge… Cut off every family and…

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see through

You put me on a pedestal but I never belonged there… Life can be so beautifully and tragically unfair… But I’m not one to give in… With every day a new life just waiting to begin… And I never loved you more than in the moment you left me… But they say if you love…

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Fix

Tried to fix you…like I failed to fix him… But for all my flaws and the ways I came to rely and depend… We try to heal the past by re-creating familiar patterns and trends… But to find yourself and real closure…you have to create a new and more loving lens… Because I hated him…

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shatter

It’s strange how life can be… When you finally take your hands off the wheel and begin to fully see… Had it all planned out so… So perfectly… But life and expectations often divide… And all my denial and disconnection allowed me to too comfortably hide… I see you across oceans of wounds and laughter……

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Nightmares

I slipped into a beautiful dream… Gold shimmers but there’s a darker truth hidden beneath the light… And living in this world feels empty and cold… Everything and everyone has a price to be enslaved and sold… I fell further… And further into your lies… The perfect villain in a flawless disguise… But love saved…

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