past

the past wants to keep you within golden walls… whispers of an impossible reality as happiness falls… I can’t live like this anymore… addictions and emptiness… there’s just a new and more beautiful life to live for… self delusion is sipping sweet melodies… but even the brightest promises won’t set her free… you can lie…

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addict

in my mind I know every lie… I fell in love with the ones that let my self destructive self… take over as my real one slowly died… just one more…. what could it hurt…. the most lethal danger in… silencing your own cautionary alerts…. the addict in me doesn’t want to let go…. but…

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