always had you…
forever in my heart and memories…
but the gold lights drew in the deepest vices within the shattered parts of me…
no excuses…
no blame….
if I stay in the cycles I know…
the ending will be forever the same…
my heart is won…
since day one…
I got caught up in the lights…
as true love faded once from my sights…
but karma always reveals the truth in time…
I shouldn’t have acted when I wasn’t willing to own up to the crime…
a little wiser now…and a little more broken…
no longer lost in fantasy…
a more loving reality now awoken…
