karma

karma always has a way… of coming back around…. when you feel like you’re free of consequences… it brings you back to the ground…. and back then… all I cared about was the attention I received… but I never could guess…. I was the one being strung along and deceived… my own ego… my own…

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just

just give me your love… as if… our heart beats were one… and take me to a loving place… where our story somehow beat all odds and beautifully won… because I can’t even imagine one day… without you there… my memories… holding to the future we no longer share… I was selfish… I was lost……

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everything

I wanted… Everything… Sunshine and gold… But when your attention is elsewhere… You never cherish the love you hold… And it was selfish of me to think…. You’d always be there when… Our love was shattered in a blink… And I disappeared in day dreams when I ran from the pain…. Pain in a heavy…

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perfect

in my mind it could never be perfect…. fantasy and delusions come from the fallout of emptiness & neglect…. but I don’t want to be the person I once was…. staying in familiar patterns when comfort was easy because…. I set myself up to fail every time when I choose fear…. insecurities and pain always…

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