The darkest parts of me…

Aren’t ready to end…

When they cling onto surviving…

A deep desperation and message of despair…

Is what they always send…

But I made peace with all the broken parts…

And I choose love over revenge every moment in my hearts of hearts…

I could stay forever in this palace of pain…

But living endlessly in your worst nightmares…

Could only be insane…

I didn’t get what I needed as a child…

It’s no excuse for holding onto the past..

Sometimes you can’t move on when you are consumed with making it all last…

But I need peace….

And I need to feel again…

I just can’t do that here…

Am I captive to my love or to my shattered fears?

And at the end of the day…

I have to trust in my self…

To fly my own way…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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