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Anxiety and dread… Always in the background… Both hungry… Always needing to be fed… So many thoughts… Won’t have peace when I lay in bed.. It’s too quiet and calm… My heart chooses chaos instead… A struggle to maintain… But yesterdays all begin to blur and feel the same strain… Healthy can be so hard…

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Waves

A part of me hates the lows.. Running always from the pain.. But you can’t have sunshine and butterflies.. Without the growth and a little rain… A storm of emotions when I remember the past… The brightest of moments seem to fade and fall away so fast… It’s okay to let the sorrow in to…

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Tear

Most days are good… Even if my mind runs through the could and shoulds… But there are times that hit me hard in the heart… And the emotional intensity paralyzes me in the pain of feeling like I’m right back at the start… I can never forget how far I’ve come but when the sorrow…

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