Anxiety and dread…

Always in the background…

Both hungry…

Always needing to be fed…

So many thoughts…

Won’t have peace when I lay in bed..

It’s too quiet and calm…

My heart chooses chaos instead…

A struggle to maintain…

But yesterdays all begin to blur and feel the same strain…

Healthy can be so hard to have after so long in dysfunctional normality…

The hardest part is…

Wanting a life without the deeply ingrained dependency…

A life where…

You truly wish to be completely free…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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