Love Syndrome

He killed you just to save you… Despair was the poison he tied your heart to… But trauma and abuse… They at times don’t let you see through… He needed you to be stay broken… So he could take credit for every word you’ve spoken… And he needed you to stay… So he could control…

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Trap

He preyed upon her greatest vulnerabilities… Made it look a little too effortlessly… All so easy… Looking back… His nice guy persona… Was a perfect curated act… Years later she would heal… Painfully feeling all the emotions… She was told never to feel… And I don’t know who she was in the past… So long…

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Free

I let so many memories… Take the space in my mind… Not of love but empty bitterness… An unwanted… But given kiss… I won’t let my heart turn cold… People are so much more than… Pretty little things to be traded & sold…

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Obsessed

Obsession… Of a familiar kind…. And you always have a way to… Make my heart blind… How could one be addicted to the… Sickness and cold… She believed every lie he ever told.. And I close my eyes to wake to… Nightmares…. Trauma never seems to… Fight fair… I pull away to just return… When…

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Focus

I don’t want to focus on what doesn’t matter anymore…. Or obsess about fears that may never be real…. Fear kept me imprisoned and it won’t ever free me…. Love… Forgiveness… Joy…. Will…. I want to turn the page…. Let go…. A new beginning…

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Dreams

Anxiety is never far from me…. One moment I’m happy… And the next I’m panicking over what could be…. A current running restless in my mind…. The more I try to calm it… More fear is what I eventually find…. Something bad will happen to me…. Something threatening right around the corner…. But living in…

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Prison

I can’t live my life in a prison of my own making… Too long hiding behind a smile I perfected at faking…. But I know healing…it takes time and loving spaces… You can’t force anything….the heart has its own paces…. So many things happened so long ago… Back then I believed any sign of love…

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Struggles

It’s easy for me to… Drown myself in cold & lonely thoughts… And it’s easier for me to…. Escaping in dreams & battles fought…. Accepting peace & love & life for me it’s a daily war…. Never satisfied…. Pride always….always thirsts for more…. But…. If I have a choice…. Let me choose kindness today…. Let…

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Revenge

Revenge is best served sweet…. And for so long I held so much hate in my heart for you… The poison was all I could hold close enough to forever keep… I didn’t want to… I couldn’t…. Let go of the pain you left me with so I made a home for it inside my…

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Anything

I would have given…. Anything back then to have one moment of real love from you…. But I never knew your heart could never hold any love…. Not for me…. Or for you…. I wonder… If you know how painful it is to endlessly want love from someone who can’t…. Can’t give it back… To…

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