I love you one second..

I leave you the next…

I adore you for an hour…

Then put you through endless tests…

How I wish I could stop these automatic reactions…

But it’s easier if every moment becomes a simple transaction…

Then I don’t have to ever feel…

And I could convince myself none of this is real…

Love is hard when it can break you…

But without it you find other vices to chain yourself to…

I want to pretend I can’t feel a thing…

Then I wouldn’t shatter again from the pain you always bring…

Tell me this is love…

So I can live the lie…

And the next morning…

We’ll both forget the ways the heart slowly begins to die…

Posted in Me
Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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