I would have given….

Anything back then to have one moment of real love from you….

But I never knew your heart could never hold any love….

Not for me….

Or for you….

I wonder…

If you know how painful it is to endlessly want love from someone who can’t….

Can’t give it back…

To chase for something….

Someone…

And never…

Catch them….

I don’t blame you…

I don’t hold anything against you….

But the scared little girl in me…

She always…

Waited for you to love her….

But you never did….

You chose fear instead….

Eventually…

I had to walk away….

To free myself….

From you….

From the me that existed for you….

To find….

Me…

Posted in Me
Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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