I would have given….
Anything back then to have one moment of real love from you….
But I never knew your heart could never hold any love….
Not for me….
Or for you….
I wonder…
If you know how painful it is to endlessly want love from someone who can’t….
Can’t give it back…
To chase for something….
Someone…
And never…
Catch them….
I don’t blame you…
I don’t hold anything against you….
But the scared little girl in me…
She always…
Waited for you to love her….
But you never did….
You chose fear instead….
Eventually…
I had to walk away….
To free myself….
From you….
From the me that existed for you….
To find….
Me…
Lauren Kim Art 