He killed you just to save you…

Despair was the poison he tied your heart to…

But trauma and abuse…

They at times don’t let you see through…

He needed you to be stay broken…

So he could take credit for every word you’ve spoken…

And he needed you to stay…

So he could control and decide all of your ways…

Don’t blame yourself for his choices in the dark…

Deep down….

Past all the lies you survived with…

His coldness left a deeper mark…

Triggers…

Of a helpless world…

It was all an illusion…

Every single thing he ever told….

And when the rage and pain subside…

After you choose not to run away or to hide…

Doesn’t the truth always…

Free…

He was never going to imprison me…

And I can’t get back the time and innocence I lost…

But desiring revenge comes at too high a cost…

He wanted you so alone and so afraid…

But he couldn’t hear the dreams and hopes you prayed….

And one day…

One day…

You would be the one to finally…

Be okay…

Who you are can never be broken…

No matter what he said…

Fear and emptiness…

Filled the life he led…

And you are not him…

You never will be…

Choose love…

Choose to fly free…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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