Wings

I try…. To forget all the ways…. It hurt me to…. Forget you… When the memories…. Became washed with endless tears…. I thought it was easier to…. Lose myself in the pain…. To just…. Stop…. Stop living…. Stop dreaming… Stop loving…. And fall into a dream…. Where you stayed…. Stayed… But I… Can’t change the…

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Poisons

I wrapped myself in such a beautiful world…. A perfect fantasy…. Where I could never feel… Alone…. And I lost myself in… Glittering shades of a fool’s paradise… Because I couldn’t ever…. Let myself… Be loved…. I didn’t want to…. Feel….. And you can’t have love… If you live in a golden cage…. And I…

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Loss

I don’t want to ever lose you…. Again…. Because…. I don’t even know how I survived it the first time… So… When I saw you…. This familiar panic…. Settles in…. Then… A part of me still shattered…. Will do anything to run… Escape… Not feel those feelings… Not face those wounds…. Not live….. Not love……

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