I always believed closure would come from you….

But that’s the tragedy in trauma bonding with those who won’t stop the abuse….

Hero or villain…

You always choose….

Even back then…

You had the world to lose….

Lose….

You may never answer to those crimes but I know….

The truth behind the perfect rehearsed show…

With you I could never find a resolution…

A way to close the door….

Addiction left me with an unsatisfied desire….

Hate and the void it fed always wanted more….

Close my eyes…

But never my heart….

Without you…

Was the only way…

For a new start…

A life that no longer included any trace of you…

But the healing and the bruises…

Still in view….

If I don’t let go of you…

I will never learn how to love me….

And if I don’t ever forgive…

I could never find a way to be…

Free….

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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