Obsessed

Obsession… Of a familiar kind…. And you always have a way to… Make my heart blind… How could one be addicted to the… Sickness and cold… She believed every lie he ever told.. And I close my eyes to wake to… Nightmares…. Trauma never seems to… Fight fair… I pull away to just return… When…

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Focus

I don’t want to focus on what doesn’t matter anymore…. Or obsess about fears that may never be real…. Fear kept me imprisoned and it won’t ever free me…. Love… Forgiveness… Joy…. Will…. I want to turn the page…. Let go…. A new beginning…

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Prison

I can’t live my life in a prison of my own making… Too long hiding behind a smile I perfected at faking…. But I know healing…it takes time and loving spaces… You can’t force anything….the heart has its own paces…. So many things happened so long ago… Back then I believed any sign of love…

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Struggles

It’s easy for me to… Drown myself in cold & lonely thoughts… And it’s easier for me to…. Escaping in dreams & battles fought…. Accepting peace & love & life for me it’s a daily war…. Never satisfied…. Pride always….always thirsts for more…. But…. If I have a choice…. Let me choose kindness today…. Let…

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Write

Write me a poem… Remember me in a line… Sing a song of the brighter days… In the end we all find ourselves back… At one… One tear… One smile… One dream… One hope… How the stars and moonlight… Breathe in endless wonder… The stories I know best… Are the ones we always shared… For…

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Care

It’s hard for me not to care in a world where so many are hurting… Hope and despair are so close… Walking the thin line between them… I feel the coldness of fear and the warmth of love… Colliding hearts and dreams… The stories of our lives tells of so many fragile emotions… Love the…

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escape

Used to always escape… To a place only in my mind… Yet every single time I ran… The past refused to ever stay behind… Healing those wounds takes more than days… But I’ll take love over an endless numbness… When you get to the heart of it… The ones in the deepest pain chase their…

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Unloved You

All these years… Counted memories and tears… My heart wanted only to unlove you…. But that’s something I could never do… Numb my self… Addictions do no help… Because once you love someone…. It just can’t be… Undone… You left us long ago… For reasons I cannot fathom or fully know… But it shattered our…

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Free

Anxiety and dread… Always in the background… Both hungry… Always needing to be fed… So many thoughts… Won’t have peace when I lay in bed.. It’s too quiet and calm… My heart chooses chaos instead… A struggle to maintain… But yesterdays all begin to blur and feel the same strain… Healthy can be so hard…

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Waves

A part of me hates the lows.. Running always from the pain.. But you can’t have sunshine and butterflies.. Without the growth and a little rain… A storm of emotions when I remember the past… The brightest of moments seem to fade and fall away so fast… It’s okay to let the sorrow in to…

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