love is not…. manipulations…. fabrications…. but when you grow up this way…. day becomes night…. and night feels like day…. I played it all so well…. but when everything finally fell…. I saw the bitter truth in my own lies….. she wears the weight of a villain and victim in the way she cries… love…

funny how you take love for granted…. like it could always be there…. but as soon as it’s gone… your heart struggles to find a single breath of air… it takes a shattered heart to see…. every little shade completely differently… you left me with a collection of glittering regrets… when I told you… I…

Took a broken heart to see… Still shattered & insecure parts imprisoned within me… Chasing after a life that wasn’t mine… But every truth reveals itself in time… I was wrong and I was foolish to look for someone who wasn’t there… Living in the truama of glass memories when I told you, you were…

The darkest parts of me… Aren’t ready to end… When they cling onto surviving… A deep desperation and message of despair… Is what they always send… But I made peace with all the broken parts… And I choose love over revenge every moment in my hearts of hearts… I could stay forever in this palace…

The truth of what you do… Will always… Find a way to reveal itself… To shine through… I was wrong to ever leave… To do what I did to you… One person can be your world… But life and tears turned our hearts cold… But there’s only one I could ever imagine… A family…a home…blissfully…

a shattered heart holds priceless lessons… when you lose focus on what truly matters… a self curated poison steals away all of life’s real blessings… and I was a fool to ever walk away from my one true love… I chased after false promises and glittering lights… to which I’m left alone with the weight…

memories of a thousand nights and a thousand days… every tear….every laugh….every breath…. life is fragile and too soon taken away… taken for granted until my eyes see the reality of death… so long ago… love was my reason for everything… it takes courage to trust in yourself to fearlessly sing… and I thank God…