be brave… even if your heart is trembling in fear…. hold onto your love… when all you have left are tears… silence the background noise… face your past nightmares…. nothing will break you when you are meant to fly… even if you don’t believe you can… don’t be afraid to try…

The past is gone… The future is uncertain… The present moment is all that is promised to us… I’m tired of giving away my seconds… Wasting my hours… On someone who doesn’t even care… Sometimes… Love is willingly waiting for you… Once you let go and begin to dare… Dare to imagine a life without…

I couldn’t win at games he created… So I left his world… And everything it represented… You get dragged into a placed where there is no way to find freedom… Running in circles… Putting together his clues… But nothing else thrives here… And you’ll lose yourself the longer you stay…year after year… Don’t fall for…

normalcy… I just wanted normalcy… would have given it all away to hear from you… we were meant to be…. your darkness stared me straight in the eyes but I was focused on the good, old times… the times before themes of depression and suicide poisoned my dreams and rhymes… abuse is deception… wrapped poison…

I loved you until… The tears ran rivers through my heart… I loved you until… The pain and my life began to depart… I loved you until… It hurt to be around you and it hurt to breathe… I loved you until… I knew rejection and abandonment was all I could receive… I loved you…

sing me a song… one of romance… I close my eyes… lost in this midnight dance… all the treasures in the world.. without you… there’s no real value to hold… love me until… we’re carefree and old… love me until…

call my name… but the way it sounds on your lips… doesn’t feel the same… talk about me… but now the tone runs a little too obsessively… all along I was the one who couldn’t see… the love was there… always within me…

oh she loved with her whole heart… and she didn’t hold anything back… if you looked long enough.. you could see there was nothing in her of lack… she was beautiful and brave… and she wasn’t ever yours to truly save… she will always be a free spirit in the end… and all her smiles……

where did it all go so horribly wrong… tell me the part where you were the broken one all along… and I wish there were parts of you I didn’t see… and I wish you never tried to destroy the life from me… forgiveness is a strange place… my heart no longer trembles with the…

heaven and hell in your eyes… too many of them to count, I can’t carry all the lies… all the while just pretending to be perfectly fine…. in your world love and freedom could never be fully mine… you can love someone who only wants to destroy you to feel powerful… in the same way…