Trigger bullet points… Do as they say… Don’t you dare disappoint… Silence your voice… As if you had no choice…. Speak no truths today…. We apologize for the televised delays…. Audio muted and edited out the words…. We all knew what they had to say…

Play a pretty part… But make sure you hide your true heart…. Lost in the role I once played… But no matter how I try… The memories always stayed…. Smile… As if it was all okay…. But we all know… Sitting in the crowd… Who he is now…. Who he is now…

We don’t talk about… The things left unsaid… God only knows of… The paths we may have led… And I always seem to leave before… I could ever be left…. Just thought it would be best… If there’s nothing more to say… Trauma does its best to stay…. But tomorrow…. Tomorrow is a new day….

Being brave… Doesn’t mean you don’t feel fear…. And being brave… Doesn’t mean you are free from the tears… Looked into his eyes that fateful night…. And saw… A blackness I could never forget…. What he did wasn’t right…. What is darkness… What is light… It was a coldness… A pure indifference to another’s suffering….…

Sometimes I miss you…. Miss this perfect illusion of you…. My mind escapes to a place where nothing could ever go wrong…. Missing the way I could imagine a beautiful world…. One where you never left… And then… I wake up… With only our memories…. Memories disappearing with every…. Passing hour…. I blamed myself… For…

Anxiety is never far from me…. One moment I’m happy… And the next I’m panicking over what could be…. A current running restless in my mind…. The more I try to calm it… More fear is what I eventually find…. Something bad will happen to me…. Something threatening right around the corner…. But living in…

we all can be brave… when the moment requires… fear can sometimes spin such beautiful lies… but fear is merely… love in disguise… because fear will led you to love… eventually… and in love… you will finally be free.

the truth is a bitter taste… sipping red wine and tears… hourglass filled with missing memories and years… but my heart won’t grow cold… let me remain in the stories you told.. still.. pain and secrets heal and unfold… leave me with myself.. when I no longer want to need your help…

being brave isn’t putting on a mask to hide… I don’t care what this life holds… I just need you there by my side… And I forgot the love you always had in your eyes… You were always the one… Who let her be free to fly….

forgive me…. to let me go… forgive me… not just for appearances or for show… forgive me…. for you to find peace… forgive me… so you may fall sound asleep…. forgive me… so your heart may be free…. free….