Scared

Being brave… Doesn’t mean you don’t feel fear…. And being brave… Doesn’t mean you are free from the tears… Looked into his eyes that fateful night…. And saw… A blackness I could never forget…. What he did wasn’t right…. What is darkness… What is light… It was a coldness… A pure indifference to another’s suffering….…

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Sometimes

Sometimes I miss you…. Miss this perfect illusion of you…. My mind escapes to a place where nothing could ever go wrong…. Missing the way I could imagine a beautiful world…. One where you never left… And then… I wake up… With only our memories…. Memories disappearing with every…. Passing hour…. I blamed myself… For…

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Dreams

Anxiety is never far from me…. One moment I’m happy… And the next I’m panicking over what could be…. A current running restless in my mind…. The more I try to calm it… More fear is what I eventually find…. Something bad will happen to me…. Something threatening right around the corner…. But living in…

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one

we all can be brave… when the moment requires… fear can sometimes spin such beautiful lies… but fear is merely… love in disguise… because fear will led you to love… eventually… and in love… you will finally be free.

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bitter

the truth is a bitter taste… sipping red wine and tears… hourglass filled with missing memories and years… but my heart won’t grow cold… let me remain in the stories you told.. still.. pain and secrets heal and unfold… leave me with myself.. when I no longer want to need your help…

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vulnerable

being brave isn’t putting on a mask to hide… I don’t care what this life holds… I just need you there by my side… And I forgot the love you always had in your eyes… You were always the one… Who let her be free to fly….

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try

be brave… even if your heart is trembling in fear…. hold onto your love… when all you have left are tears… silence the background noise… face your past nightmares…. nothing will break you when you are meant to fly… even if you don’t believe you can… don’t be afraid to try…

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true

The past is gone… The future is uncertain… The present moment is all that is promised to us… I’m tired of giving away my seconds… Wasting my hours… On someone who doesn’t even care… Sometimes… Love is willingly waiting for you… Once you let go and begin to dare… Dare to imagine a life without…

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in love with fear

I couldn’t win at games he created… So I left his world… And everything it represented… You get dragged into a placed where there is no way to find freedom… Running in circles… Putting together his clues… But nothing else thrives here… And you’ll lose yourself the longer you stay…year after year… Don’t fall for…

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