love and laughter

when I draw my last breath…sing my last song… I’ll marvel at the ways you were there beside me…all along… I know there will be dark nights and brighter days… but if you’re there I know I’ll always find my way… let love and laughter be the sentiments that linger and stay…  

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fake

you paint a picture of me in black and white… but the colors and emptiness never felt quite right… when I look in your eyes I just see….blackness looking back… you project onto me everything you alone lack… love cannot stay in places you create… life is the sum of every choice you decide to…

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grown

not perfect… not even close… but if I had to choose between being me and someone else…I will always love me the most… because we’re not meant to be anyone else…when we look in the mirror… the more you choose you…the image and light becomes clearer… it isn’t selfish to protect your happiness and mind……

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his love

he wanted someone to own…. an object he could control… didn’t know it then… he was the one broken… who couldn’t stand to have anyone else feel whole… and his love… felt like a superficial and empty role… but I wonder what price fear left upon his soul…

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my choice

don’t love me with conditions… don’t try to lower my worth and position… don’t speak promises you don’t intend to keep… don’t ask me to trust you when you won’t take the leap… don’t apologize when you don’t care… don’t tell me life is just unfair… don’t threaten me and tell me it’s for my…

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stay

I was swept away by romance… Lost myself a little more.. Fallen in love seems like chance… Hold me close… Push me far.. Far away… But the more you leave… The more… I need you to Stay…

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never there

I wanted you to need me…. So I could forget how much I needed me… I wanted you to love me… So I could forget how much I needed to love me… I played out this movie in my head… A thousand… A million times… And you were there… And I wanted… You to care……

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everything

spill your secrets… wrap me in your tears… whisper me promises… keep sacred years… running in dreams… chasing both love and misery… life is … everything…

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let go of fear

I thought you would come save me… I believed you could heal the pain you gave me… I dreamed of the day you would be the person I once knew… But that person was a fantasy… He never existed…. He was never real… And holding onto him… Clinging onto his pressed sleeves… Staying in his…

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choose

he can’t heal my pain… he can’t make it go away… but I have a choice… I can let love in… I can choose love over fear… Life isn’t about never being afraid… Life is about being afraid and deciding what is worth more than fear… You could live a lifetime… Afraid of a nightmare…

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