drops of relief

can I walk away when it’s painful… when it tears my heart in two… but staying… there’s no possibility where I see myself with you…. I painted another picture… one of an entirely new view… there’s grief…. mixed with regret and drops of relief… goodbyes after a lifetime feel fatalistic and brief…  

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another way

I don’t want to talk about the pain anymore…. I don’t want to give it the spotlight anymore… Because there’s a time and place… Some times you just can’t erase… And I’m thankful for what I had…that’s true… But I can’t control what you say and what you do… The best step for me is…

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for me

I don’t want my old life anymore…. It doesn’t fit me quite right… The habits and patterns I made back then feel foreign and unfamiliar to me now… I’m not the same person I once was… I don’t want what I used to…. I don’t need it… And that is the best feeling in the…

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this is for you

you will never know how you changed my life… the positivity you left me with… the kindness you selflessly showed me… the way you showed up in my life on a constant basis…. the personal experiences you shared… the way you loved me…. for all of it… I’m so incredibly thankful for… thank you.

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when you….

When you rejected me, it shattered me…. When you abandoned me, it killed me… When you left me, it scarred me… When you abused me, it broke me… But…. I still lived… I didn’t stop breathing… It hurt me for a long time… It left me paralyzed… It damaged me… But my heart is healing……

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If you don’t

If you don’t love me… If you don’t accept me…. If you don’t want me… If you don’t care for me… If you don’t understand me… If you don’t stay… I will be okay…. I will still live…. I will love me… I will accept me… I will want me…. I will care for me……

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