Love Syndrome

He killed you just to save you… Despair was the poison he tied your heart to… But trauma and abuse… They at times don’t let you see through… He needed you to be stay broken… So he could take credit for every word you’ve spoken… And he needed you to stay… So he could control…

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Free

I let so many memories… Take the space in my mind… Not of love but empty bitterness… An unwanted… But given kiss… I won’t let my heart turn cold… People are so much more than… Pretty little things to be traded & sold…

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time

time…. it just takes time…. to leave someone… to let go… when all the memories fade into nothing…. when all the beautiful moments turn to black…. I close my eyes… I close my eyes…

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Lost

I was so lost in a distant fantasy. It was like I was under a spell…too blinded by selfish desires to see… What I had…. Right in front of me… And I hate how much I took for granted what love could truly be… Lost my whole world and real love to fully see… To…

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dream

tell me this is all a dream… that none of it is real… tell me you don’t mean those words… reassure me love is what you still feel… because I can’t look in your eyes… when I feel the twists of every single lie… and I don’t know who you are anymore… when once you…

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last

give me… one last kiss… one last hug… one last memory… but it will never be enough… enough… because my home was in your arms…. and there I was yours… just give me… one last moment…. where everything was love… before our hearts were broken… before our fears were woken… before words we can never…

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not a single tomorrow

I’m not sorry…. Not sorry for the times I believed in you but felt only the sharp pain of disappointment…. I’m not sorry…. For the times I trust you as you slid the knife further and deeper…. I’m not sorry…. For breaking down over and over and over as your words and grip on me…

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free

darkest of nights… where nothing I do seems to be right… temptation to give in… but fear… can never win… love is in the choices we make… love is not something you could ever fake… and I may not always taste victory… but love… love is always given for free…

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free

With him…. I never could be me…. He wanted to strip away my wings…. He had none for himself…. Someone like him could never understand what unconditional love is…. He will never feel the beauty of selfless giving…. He will never know the happiness of cheering someone else on…. He will never feel the contentment…

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myself

Don’t need those distractions… Or to turn the music up… Sitting pretty with just myself and that’s… More than enough… Because you can’t give love when you don’t have it for yourself… And healing came when I… Started to love and trust in myself…

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