All You Know

Love me & let me go… I cared for you more than you’ll ever know. No matter our differences, I only wanted happiness for you. But I lost a little more of me with what you continued to do… Broken people still need love too. I wish my love had been enough to heal you.…

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Amnesia

The lie I lived with was believing real love could be found in your fears. At the end of it all…you gave me a casket of cold, fabricated tears. To you, love was just another word for power & control. It breaks my heart when you destroy others, trying to make yourself whole. I loved…

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Rose

Silk soft petals stained red. A part of me lost in the place I once bled… You needed me to need you. But this wasn’t what love was made to do. You say I hurt you, the first shots fired with your unsteady hands. & you watched without moving as the bullets started to land.…

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Leap of Faith

Stop. Pause. Breathe. Rest. Begin. Two selves, divided & at war. My true self knows love, my false self never stops wanting more. One resides in heaven, the other in a self created prison. Childhood started & society reinforced this lifelong division. One side knows truth, the other feeds on external validation & attention. Ego…

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My Narrative

A daily narrative subconsciously runs in the background of my mind… Every word & line tied to a memory, worthlessness in all the pathways I find. Powerless in ways, helpless most days. I failed for so long to re-write my past. You can only chase after a feeling for so long when it won’t last.…

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Glass Memories

I was thirteen…when I was killed, metaphorically. Do you think my heart could heal after what you did, rhetorically. Tiny shards of glass memories, broken & torn deep within my heart. Healing is a process but at times it feels as if the emotions tear my love apart. Sitting at the table, a school book…

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Company

Fell from the stars & into a war zone. Did I even have a chance when my fractured heart was infinitely afraid of being left alone? No I didn’t ask for this kind of life but it was given to me. In the past, I believed a martyr was all I would ever be. Today…

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