Games

You play a game… And I play it twice…. You control me by taking away my power…. And your methods aren’t very nice… Around and around we go…. But there’s a truth only I fully know…. You are a prisoner in your own black fantasy…. Living in a world where you will never love and…

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forgiven

I used to run away sometimes…. Only safe in the places of my mind…. When love was a simple transaction…. The coldest cuts break you into a thousand fractions… I learned a lot from him and I don’t take the lessons for granted… Some will throw themselves in front of the oncoming train for you…and…

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more than enough

I push you away…. Then ask you to please stay… I tell you I don’t need you… Then I reach out in everything I do…. The way I grew up… I was always empty, filling and pouring myself into other peoples’ cups… The trauma doesn’t leave right away… At times you do what you can…

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goals

spent my whole life running in fear…. never knew what it felt like to be able to let go and have no cares… so this is what life feels like… when you don’t have nightmares on your psych… so this is what it feels like to finally let your guard down to reveal… when you…

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keep

you keep her in silence…. you delight in her shame… and she spins circles in a place of eternal blame… the tears falling from her eyes are real…. they reflect the emotions you’re too afraid to feel… and you could capture humanity in her cries… even in dreams… you couldn’t follow her to the places…

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tasted

I don’t want to leave… I don’t want to get better…. But I sit here in old habits and… I lose myself in unsent letters… One step forward… A thousand back to the past…. I struggle and crawl toward tomorrow…. Hoping the last of my strength is enough to last… I loved you until… My…

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hope

I hear the ringing in my ears…. Twist and turn lost and broken years… I run away and run away… Tomorrow asks for a price I don’t want to pay… Triggered again when I remember you… But when you’re in a nightmare… Your only hope is getting through….

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