I should do

grew up with radio silence… at the end of every conversation was him… dictating every move… I guess the thing that terrifies me the most is hearing a response… hearing the sound of my voice and having it mean something… was silent all those years… but it was familiar then… now the thought of speaking…

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fake

I could let you win by giving in… And I could give you all the love I have within… But those who don’t cherish you..maybe they never will… And I can’t keep making excuses for the abuse still… It doesn’t make me better than you… But to my own heart and soul I have to…

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within me

the path I walk returns to the beginning… my heart forever changed and transformed by love… the fears breaking up and washing away with the memories of yesterday… nothing ever stays the same… but the rain gave me a way to find the love missing within me…

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door

You remind me of everything I wanted to leave behind… All you make me feel is guilt and that’s not very kind… But you carve into me with a smiling face… An angel fallen far from grace… I can’t bare to wear your shame anymore…. There’s a love in me I can no longer ignore……

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inner world

How we see the world is a reflection of our own inner world… Some see with vivid colors and endless shades, others only see blackness and infinite cold. Oh the tears were there with me every second of the day. I wished away everything, but love was the only one that chose to stay. I…

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good care

tired of playing the victim card…. when my life is my own responsibility. if you stay in your head for too long… you become lost in your self defeating mentality…. if you’re not happy, don’t look outside yourself for the answers…. self pity and blame can be a dangerous kind of cancer…. but the true…

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enough

you are enough…. no matter what they say…. you are enough… when you don’t know how to let love stay…. you are enough… in the moments you can only cry… you are enough… when all you can do is give tomorrow another try… you are enough… just the way you are…. and if you look…

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