matters

there’s pain, and tears…. but the memories are fading of the years…. I’m beginning to love the company I carry… The person I am… Far from perfect… Far from ideal… But beautiful and unique in all the ways it truly matters…  

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Scars

The emotional scars ran deeper than a black and blue bruise… Back then love and fear was what I used to confuse… But the rage and darkness in your eyes I no longer fear… Because even underneath it all you still cry human tears…. I’ve been healing ever since…. The old ways and wounds are…

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Feelings

Focus on feeling every feeling and letting it go…. There’s a million realities to the sides of the you that you never show… But I did what I had to in order to finally grow…. I have no regrets, those lessons changed me lifetimes ago… No longer obsessing over the past… Like I said even…

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I should do

grew up with radio silence… at the end of every conversation was him… dictating every move… I guess the thing that terrifies me the most is hearing a response… hearing the sound of my voice and having it mean something… was silent all those years… but it was familiar then… now the thought of speaking…

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fake

I could let you win by giving in… And I could give you all the love I have within… But those who don’t cherish you..maybe they never will… And I can’t keep making excuses for the abuse still… It doesn’t make me better than you… But to my own heart and soul I have to…

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within me

the path I walk returns to the beginning… my heart forever changed and transformed by love… the fears breaking up and washing away with the memories of yesterday… nothing ever stays the same… but the rain gave me a way to find the love missing within me…

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door

You remind me of everything I wanted to leave behind… All you make me feel is guilt and that’s not very kind… But you carve into me with a smiling face… An angel fallen far from grace… I can’t bare to wear your shame anymore…. There’s a love in me I can no longer ignore……

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