inner world

How we see the world is a reflection of our own inner world… Some see with vivid colors and endless shades, others only see blackness and infinite cold. Oh the tears were there with me every second of the day. I wished away everything, but love was the only one that chose to stay. I…

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good care

tired of playing the victim card…. when my life is my own responsibility. if you stay in your head for too long… you become lost in your self defeating mentality…. if you’re not happy, don’t look outside yourself for the answers…. self pity and blame can be a dangerous kind of cancer…. but the true…

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enough

you are enough…. no matter what they say…. you are enough… when you don’t know how to let love stay…. you are enough… in the moments you can only cry… you are enough… when all you can do is give tomorrow another try… you are enough… just the way you are…. and if you look…

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you stand in your way

get back up. look your fears dead in the eyes and know there is nothing that will defeat you. stop making excuses for why it’s impossible… and start implementing plans to making your dreams a reality. no one is going to stop you. no one is holding you back. only you stand in your way….…

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faithful

I was faithful to a narrative I never wanted to live…. But I hate that I was loyal to it. So many years and lifetimes lost to a story where I was a prisoner. My hesitation in writing a new story… Comes from the fear of letting go… For I knew this story well…. So…

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mistake

sometimes the ones who love you…. can poison you with a smile. still you stay by them… mile by painful mile. they become a familiar face… one you can’t bare to let go of and erase. but the more you give, the more they take. a choice you make repeatedly is no longer a mistake.…

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free

he was already broken in the beginning. his heart and mind, never awoken. insecure and fragile. his world views and mindset of a scared child. but we can’t stop loving someone even when it harms us. still he lashed out in anger and my skin bares the crimson cuts. you could love someone and never…

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