faithful

I was faithful to a narrative I never wanted to live…. But I hate that I was loyal to it. So many years and lifetimes lost to a story where I was a prisoner. My hesitation in writing a new story… Comes from the fear of letting go… For I knew this story well…. So…

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mistake

sometimes the ones who love you…. can poison you with a smile. still you stay by them… mile by painful mile. they become a familiar face… one you can’t bare to let go of and erase. but the more you give, the more they take. a choice you make repeatedly is no longer a mistake.…

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free

he was already broken in the beginning. his heart and mind, never awoken. insecure and fragile. his world views and mindset of a scared child. but we can’t stop loving someone even when it harms us. still he lashed out in anger and my skin bares the crimson cuts. you could love someone and never…

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enough for me

he was a grand manipulator… dressed in white as a hero and savior… and he knew what buttons to press… to make you feel completely alone and powerless… then a second later… no trace of this cruel dictator… but if you looked past the golden walls and stones… you would find the blood and truth…

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no longer within sight

she was wandering and more than lost… chasing after fantasies and not knowing the cost. looking for worth in others, when it was with her all along. letting others sing for her when no one could do justice to her own songs… stepping into the light after years of night. the fears once imprisoning her…no…

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my own

I once only could numb the pain running through my veins… The life I chose…was not one I could ever continue and sustain. When I started to love me…everything changed from the way it was before. The fears I carried at all times with me…left and never returned again through my doors. I wanted to…

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with time…

it hurts to heal… layers and layers to uncover and painfully peel. fear dissolves and disappears when you let yourself feel. letting go of what was fantasy…and embracing what was real. he was a man who had very little love to give. but i’ll thank him every moment i have to live. when you know…

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flown

i have nothing to lose… between the past and present i always choose. after healing…you learn to slowly stand on your own. he can’t reach her…where she’s left and flown. and this is where their story ends… the point where hers finally begins… still she’ll remember you and be grateful. there’s no part of her…

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new turn

it’s not about me… life is more meaningful when you give unselfishly. took a good look in the mirror and its many reflections. decided to take my life in a new, unfamiliar direction. you can’t block out the fear forever…but you can grow your love a little at a time. adversity gave me the courage…

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