I never got over your absence of love… How it scarred my heart and bled into every relationship I’ve ever had… Tell me how a father should love a daughter… When she sees the world in his eyes… But all his promises become merely beautiful lies… When she saw a hero…. One too good to…

why do I destroy any chance to let joy in… why do I allow my own despair to always win… fall into this situation every single time… my emotions always turning on a dime… because I can’t seem to sit with myself long enough to love me…. the only person I can’t get away to…