fall

I wrapped myself in the comfort of the sweetest dreams… When I was left all alone without love… And I imagined one that would never… Never leave…. But there’s a danger in always… Living lost in a hopeless fantasy… And I turned away so… Innocently… When I realized… Loving someone was fatal when… You love…

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pain

pain is watching your mom disappear and fade away… pain is seeing a killer’s rage in your father’s eyes… I look at their lives… Through an infinite mirror of stories… And it shatters me completely every time… Because I know they weren’t happy… I know they weren’t free… In my heart I… I wish they…

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break

I don’t want to repeat what my family did to me… If I have children of my own… They shouldn’t feel like they’re living in a nightmare reality…. My biggest fear was not harm coming to me… But that I would repeat and pass down my past my traumas the way they were passed down…

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Leave

Why won’t the past ever leave me… Why is your face in every single person I meet… And I have issues…I do… But you would too if you knew what I’ve been through… Used to wear my pain like a badge on broken glass… Life slips away… Too fast… And I only miss you when…

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Cloud Cover

I erase you.. In every beautiful memory too… Because the pain is too much for me to feel… And I question it every day… Wondering if it was truly real… I try to forget as I lose myself to fantasy… When all is said and done I wonder of the darker shades within me… All…

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Be

Be who you are and never feel like you need to hide… Don’t let shame and guilt keep the real you imprisoned and broken inside… Because the only way to heal is to be seen and heard… For so long I thought depression and anxiety would be magically cured… But you do what you can…

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Win

We all get a little lost sometimes… When life becomes too much… We all long for true connection… A real and loving touch… And the dark sides of creativity… Have always been losing myself in a self destructive identity… Because you become who you have to… To survive and get yourself through… But the story…

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Forever

The world is full of pretty golden things… But there’s nightmares upon nightmares for the poison empty desire brings… And I know why some choose to live their entire lives in perfect little cages… And I once fell in love with shallow and simple orchestrated stages… Sometimes you just have to let it all go…

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Gold Wings

She wears her scars as gold wings… Openly welcomes what life may bring… Drawn outside a fading past… Drenched in a love that will always last… A journey within a world divided in two… Her wings evidence of the wars she’s loved through… But it all returns full circle in the end… Love was the…

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