flight

there was a time… I needed a hand to hold…. there was a time… where everywhere I looked… fear felt familiar and cold… love was too scary to even let in… and I let myself believe… love could no longer find a way to win… but there’s always hope…even in the darkest of nights… sometimes…

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membership

you love to compete… to show the world who’s the best… every act and question is a secret, revealing test…. you love to stand over anyone around…. and remind me of my place…lower on the ground… you love admiration and attention… your mind creates delusional realities and false inventions… you love to use fear and…

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still

he wanted a slave…. someone to obey… he wanted an object not a person…. who could look good on display…. that’s why he doesn’t listen to what you have to say…. that’s why everything has to be done his way… you could try to understand him…try to make him see… but in the end of…

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apart

don’t want to give you any more air time… don’t want your signature to be dripping from each one of these lines… obsessed and distressed…I was messed up when you were there… all the games and power plays…you were so much stronger and I couldn’t put up a good fight…it wasn’t fair… but I replayed…

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hearts

no longer a child… but still passionate at heart… sometimes you have to grow by first falling apart… lessons and lullabies… truth, beauty, healing hearts, and soft spoken lies…  

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Parents

I wish you had been happy… I wish your heart was full… I wish you had found love in each other… I wish you had found peace… I wish you had been happy…

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free

he needed to feel like a hero… so he made everyone’s worth beneath him… because in his world he wanted to feel like 100 and everyone else was less than zero…. no emotions….nothing but emptiness in his heart and mind…. he’d rather be the best and most powerful…than be compassionate and kind… but in the…

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