priceless

took a long look at the life behind me… for a long time all I could think about was the pain…. the tear stained memories…. but now… when I think of those times… all I can think about… is how thankful I am to be here… those dark times… they made me appreciate the good……

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show

I grew up in a war zone… Emotional battles and psychological games…. For a long time…. A normal life felt boring and too tame…. But the deeper I searched… And the further I traveled within…. I knew in my heart I was still fighting a battle…. My mind believed I couldn’t win…. The past is…

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love me

he convinced me I could never be loved…. and it killed me to live a life only he dreamed of…. you can have the whole world love you… and it won’t mean a thing… because if you can’t love the person in the mirror…. you’re a caged  bird, fear stealing your voice to sing… and…

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live

I’m a little jaded… A little hurt…. I hide my feelings behind thin walls…. And there’s no pretending my past doesn’t carry its share of dirt… But I won’t come when you call… No I won’t beg upon my knees… Even when the desperation in your voice says please… Love is complex… But I’m not…

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Be

I abandoned myself a long time ago…. But these past few years… It’s beautiful the way I’ve been able to grow… A sight of perfection never exists in reality…. But when I close my eyes… The love in your heart is all I can ever truly see… And its taken me time to fall in…

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cease

I’m mad you could never be the father I needed…. And I grieved the loss of you when it did nothing to beg and to plead…. It was painful and for a while I could only think of what you took…. But my own heart told me to take a closer look…. You didn’t know…

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tidal waves

the shock hits your heart in tidal waves… you just wait for it to end… then the unwelcome panic and pain begin to settle in…. your world is shifted forever… what you knew could never be the same… even when someone else hurts you… somehow you find yourself with tears and blame… then you’re in…

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