Mistakes

I’m sorry I hurt you… I’m sorry it turned out this way… I think of what I’ve done and wished… I could change what happened that day… I have my pain in one hand…tears in my eyes… But love in my heart…. And no need for fake smiles or disguise…

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Fast

You live a life that runs narrow and fast… But for all your riches and glamour…nothing you have ever lasts… Your heart has a hole that could never be filled by those material matters… When you show off and put on a performance…I have to wonder who it truly flatters… You had me all figured…

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he wouldn’t…

he wouldn’t like it if I spoke too loudly…. no, he didn’t like the noise… he wouldn’t have wanted me to speak my mind… no, he preferred me quietly playing with simple toys… he wouldn’t have approved if I pursued my art… no, it wasn’t a sensible or practical choice…. he wouldn’t have loved me…

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real life

there was no conspiracy… no bigger scheme… just a girl who experienced abuse & neglect… and created a real life fantasy… there’s a feeling of loss… a different kind of grief… one where you are devastated at the lies you chose too long to believe… but in the lies comes truth… one where you have…

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good bye

I loved someone I never knew… Wrote love letters to a hero in my dreams… Left with tears of a unreal kind… Saying good bye too… The fantasy of my mind…

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stay

I don’t want to grow up… I don’t want to stop believing in fairy tales… But every second longer I stay… The more blurry the details… We existed in my mind… But there you can no longer stay… There you can no longer stay…  

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