stars

what he said might always get to me… despite my efforts I couldn’t erase the memories… but maybe it’s better to grow through the dark times and find a sacred place… trying to remember a time where love was written on the lines of his face… I hope you’re truly happy where ever you are……

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feel

I wondered what my life would be… Without the constant tension of anxiety… And the darkness painted in rain clouds around my mind… I wondered what my life would be if I could accept it could be kind… If I stopped looking for the trouble I don’t truly need… If I could somehow accept not…

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a gift

there’s no perfect heroes… no perfect stories of real life… the days and nights are everything we make them to be… letting go of you….to find me. my voice was once lost in your echoes… my eyes once only saw through the beauty of your lies… and I… I won’t live in the fantasy anymore……

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win

I have a mind of my own… My heart beats to it’s own harmonies… And I can be a little stubborn at times when I know just what I want… A little headstrong… A little passionate… A little independent… I can be too proud to hear you clearly… I can be too scared to let…

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okay

It’s okay to struggle and feel defeated at times… It’s okay to miss people who have harmed you… It’s okay to make mistakes and embrace your flaws… It’s okay to grow and change as a person… It’s okay to set boundaries and expectations on how you want to be treated… It’s okay to do what…

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mend

I didn’t want to leave my past behind… So I held on until my fingers ran red with the pain… You can fall in love with the tears and the misery… But staying in the past will never change it… No matter what you do, in this way you can’t set yourself free… Letting go…

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within

I lost my dad at thirteen… But I lost him long before… And all the fantasies in the world will never bring him back… I wondered what I did wrong… How I could be abandoned more than twice… It hurts me to this day… The wounds dig deep into me… I kept chasing false hopes…and…

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