why

why can’t you love me… why can’t you care… why do I obsess over all the ways life just isn’t fair… why can’t you change… why can’t I simply disengage… why can’t you see my tears… why do you hide behind your ego’s fears…. why am I still here… why do I desperately need you…

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lose

I lose myself in the words… My own self therapy… And all my tears and secrets… They’re only mine to keep… But in another life… It could have been different I know… I know…

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my heart

my heart… a little broken… a little bruised… a little scarred… a little used… a little fearful… a little tearful… a little shattered… a little tattered… a little faded… a little jaded… a little cold… a little gold… a little brave… a little saved… a little free… but all of… me…

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loving me

I didn’t break down today but I was close… There’s so much to my heart beats I’ll learn how to one day disclose… I sit with my pain until I find a way to listen… Life and love, they’re not black and white competitions… And I have scars along my past… But all the darkness…

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hear

listen to the voice you’ve long ignored… believe you are someone worth living for… let your tears flow… understand healing can be difficult and slow…. but don’t give into fear… let love be the only voice you ever hear…

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for you

leave no one behind…. what happened to me left a permanent mark… for a long time I felt cursed… as if worthlessness was tied forever on my name… I don’t know when it all started to irreversibly change… love isn’t fear and locked chains… love isn’t sold for a price… I tried to win at…

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miss

love me yesterday… love me in all of your tomorrows… and when we meet again in the next life…. let me share in your laughter and sorrows… life is dark without your love and kindness… a little reminder to always remind us… how precious this moment is… when I look back.. you’re all I’ll ever…

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