painted

take my hand… take my heart… but I … can’t trust you won’t shatter the pieces… and break them all apart… words are words until you give more… close the curtains….lock the door…. a world of twilight and endless days…. my time is lost in all the mays… maybe it’s all just a fantasy… maybe…

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love knows the way

change your focus… back towards you… let your own heart decide what to do… silence the voices in your mind… replace them with one far more kind… you deserve your love and laughter… you don’t need a perfect happily ever after… give to yourself the love you always needed… be the one to heal and…

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free

Breathe in… Breathe out… Whisper to me what this life’s all truly about… Love and connection…in this beautiful world… The people and moments that keep you warm from the cold… And I will miss you in a place that never existed…outside my mind… A world where you were loving and wonderful and effortlessly kind… And…

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free

perfect… quiet… obedient… these aren’t words to describe me… I’m a person. I’m a person…. But I don’t know what you are… Because you don’t feel when I’m left broken… And you don’t pause when I fall apart…. There’s no love or kindness within your own heart… I don’t know how… I don’t know why……

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safe

trust you with everything… will it be tears or love you truly bring… I love you…in every way… even without words I feel like you know what I need to say… in your arms… I know I’ll be safe and sound… and okay…

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no fear

Love the way you love me… Falling in your arms, trusting you to see… And I can’t keep my feelings hidden away… The love I have for you…beautifully stays… Every thought is sweet and light… With you all the pieces in this crazy life feel perfectly right… All the shadows fade to disappear… Love… Knows…

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follow

one sided relationships… forced smiles and tears left upon her lips… his eyes drunk in a different kind of rage… a grown adult…but internally stunted at an immature age… broken and battered with invisible scars… I used to stare out my bedroom window, my heart lost in the midnight skies and stars… acceptance….is a bittersweet…

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loving way

Oh I was just a child…. And you were… Everything to me…. But I never knew… The whole time… You were holding your scars over my eyes… Until your pain was all I could ever see… I don’t hate you… I don’t hold anything against you… But the bad memories stay… Instead of reaching out…

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waited

you’re everything and nothing… painted in black and white… I kept my gaze on the goodness… blocking out the rest from sight…. triggers and damage… they go hand and hand… there are shades of love… you won’t ever fully understand… what it means to love and let go… you hid your colors until they could…

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within me

There was a time I would have traded anything to have you love… Me…. And there was a time I would have given you everything to just…. Free me….. But there’s always a touch of beautiful irony…. When the only person I truly, truly need…. Could only be found…. Within me….

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