with me

innocence fades, sometimes it dies… what we can’t let go of… holds us back and leaves us unable to fly… fantasy blurs into reality… and I’m still finding ways to fall in love with me.

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one day

I remember the house I grew up in…. But it never felt like home. The walls encased the perpetual coldness and the floors kept the invisible emptiness… I was breathing… I was physically alive…. But I became a shell… The emotions and feelings and love carved out of me…. By hands I trusted… By people…

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only fear

I loved and I lost you… But I never had you… You were always miles and miles away… But how could I blame you. How could I hold anything against you. I held onto a person my mind created. I clung onto a hope my heart wanted. But love is so much more than a…

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disappeared

I held onto the fantasy for so long…the scenes blurred into reality…. Somewhere along the line…through your own eyes I could only see… And I stayed a child, helpless and dependent upon a hero who was broken underneath his medals… But I’m beginning to know and love the woman I’ve become…long after the dust has…

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gone

when you start to heal… the world you once knew looks completely different to your eyes… your heart now won’t put up with the manipulations and the lies… you find peace in the boundaries you set to stay healthy and happy in your own space… and you no longer have to fight to have love…

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supply

I won’t go back to the plays I once lived in… I won’t return to the place where I died within… The past has nothing to keep me anymore… Fear was never the reason I lived for… You try to drag me back… Eyes so dark I only see endless black. But I won’t let…

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never yours to hold

In his eyes… I was nothing. A pawn to be played. A doll meant only for display. Through his eyes… Love was a game. I was wild and he couldn’t keep me tamed. In his eyes… The world was fearful and dangerous. He made me believe everything was for us. In his eyes… People were…

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