white crimes

Didn’t know it then…. The look in your eyes could kill… You stole my heart and shattered it… Then left me with the bill… And I was bitter for a long time…. Let the pain drench every part… Black ties and white crimes… But I’ll sleep well tonight… Because love always finds a way to…

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never free

I was only a girl… And I had no power… To stop him… And I tried to stop it…. But I wasn’t strong enough… My heart still panics in black memories… My mind still dreads the promise in his eyes drenched in rage… It still scares me… When I think of what he could do…

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darker

thoughts in hurricanes cloud her mind… it gets darker and even more unkind… then she remembers there’s love and there’s more life to live… even when her voice feels silent, she has so much left to give… you never know when the rain will end… may love find a place in your ways to amend…

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space

I won’t pretend it doesn’t hurt when it does… moving on and letting go just because… it harms me to stay in this empty place… you left me without a single trace… but no longer is this an abandoned space…

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living for

innocence can’t last forever… meet me half way between now and never… there’s bitterness in unshed tears… no way to get back all those years… but I’m not broken anymore… fear was never worth living for…

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home

a child sees a hero in a parent, even if there isn’t one. but there are no perfect heroes in real life… a child doesn’t need an invincible hero… a child doesn’t require a perfect parent… a child needs consistent love, security, support… I didn’t want a perfect home… but I did want a loving…

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okay

I wanted to believe in you… But I should have believed in me… Still I had to learn some endings were never meant to be… I found love when I wasn’t looking and it changed all of my days… Somehow I know no matter what happens I’ll find a way to be okay….

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with me

innocence fades, sometimes it dies… what we can’t let go of… holds us back and leaves us unable to fly… fantasy blurs into reality… and I’m still finding ways to fall in love with me.

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one day

I remember the house I grew up in…. But it never felt like home. The walls encased the perpetual coldness and the floors kept the invisible emptiness… I was breathing… I was physically alive…. But I became a shell… The emotions and feelings and love carved out of me…. By hands I trusted… By people…

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