love knows the way

return me to a time of innocence… where my life and love made beautiful sense… and you can’t have the sunshine without the rain… my love wouldn’t be as deep without the tears and shades of pain… love knows the way… love knows the way…

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loves you

Some people want to break things…and other people. When they are more than shattered already… There’s despair behind their rage… Tears beneath the act that is perfectly staged… No excuses… Not saying it was right… Just everyone has their own battle and secret fight. A broken, twisted person… Will use and abuse anyone… But in…

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not him

it breaks my heart when… your words speak from my mouth. it shatters me when… i give life to your rage. sometimes you become the very person you hate. the one you obsess over. the one you beg and plead with to stay… as they continue to break you down. power and control. it’s all…

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Love Language

In healing from you…I have to be careful not to become you. Because hate is too easy. And love doesn’t choose to destroy. How can I find it in me to forgive the monster and the broken boy. The one who couldn’t see past his own pain. Love has a language fear could never know.…

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Direct Attack

You tear me down with memories. I hate how it just wasn’t meant to be. Only see you through a golden lens. Making more enemies from previous friends. You’re toxic to me but I kept coming back. Every word you say to me feels like a direct attack. I get mad and I get bitter……

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You didn’t want to stay…

I’m left broken but I don’t want to change. I tell my story and the ending is always the same. My heart can’t figure out why… You let me go, you didn’t even try. How can you call it love when it feels like this. And all the cruel parts of you are what I…

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A little innocence

Growing up…you lose a little innocence. Try as I can, the memories we have don’t make any sense. Because I hate you… And I love you… Sometimes I don’t feel anything towards you at all. Nothing at all. There you are… Standing so tall. And I can’t find the strength to keep up appearances, Whenever…

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