pain

too easily we forget… how human we all are…. the pain runs in my veins as it does yours… and for all I know… and for all I will ever know… let love be the reason I choose to live… every second I have…

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it hurts me

scars along my heart leading back to birth… there are questions I’ll never know the answers to upon this earth… and I still wonder why they left me abandoned… why there were no good byes and love letters and… I don’t know if I’ll ever truly get over losing you… because I never knew you……

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never the same

he always cared about presenting perfect appearances…. but he never cared long enough for my own disappearances… put me on a shelf only to control every thought and action… but he wouldn’t even blink when he cut me into a million tiny fractions…. he raised me to believe I only was worth what I could…

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clean slate

the past is gone…. the future lays ahead… today and this moment is where I create a fresh start… letting go of what I no longer need… steps towards a new life…

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okay

lost myself in hazy visions.. but still don’t want to be part of your predictions… there’s an emptiness in me I thought you could fill… but the more I gave into you, the more in me I killed… it takes everything in me to stay away… but you do what you must to finally be…

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embrace

you’re just a pretty face… with a past you only want to erase… your presence left a painful trace… all I ever wanted was a safe and loving place… one I believed I had to relentlessly chase… but my own heart and truth… I had to fearlessly embrace…

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you

working on myself but I wish it wasn’t so much… it’s hard not to feel guilty for what I’ve done and what I failed to do… I don’t understand so much of the past and you… I don’t know why it’s a struggle to be myself and feel true… I lost me in you… I…

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