know

made mistakes… smiles I used to fake… but loving you was a choice… needed a man but they were all just boys… life was supposed to be lived and fully enjoyed… underneath his power and control it was my soul destroyed… I digress… the past no longer needs to cause me pain and distress… means…

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path

When I look back… I don’t know how many of my choices were my own…. And how many were made for me… How many things I did for myself…. And how many things I did for you…. It’s crazy… Its been circling around in my mind for what feels like lifetimes… My life back then……

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thank you

thank you for life… for love… for it all… let me always remember… the love you gave me… the life I was given… and everything in between… love always… love always…

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me

A letter to me… I missed you… I need you… I want to know you… I’m learning how to love you… I care about you… I want the world for you… I believe in you… I am here for you every single day of the week… I can’t make it without you… I love you…

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Kind

Be kind…. No matter who it is… No matter what they’ve done… Be kind… Even when it’s inconvenient and difficult…. Be kind… When life isn’t fair or easy… Because you never know the struggles…the pain….people are facing behind closed doors… Life doesn’t give anyone everything… Life can be harsh and cruel to the kindest of…

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more

He wasn’t perfect… No, not even close… He wanted to be the king in a world of glamour and grandiose… I ran away from the pain until the tears kept falling… Tried to deny the truth but it wouldn’t stop calling… He failed to love me so I… Couldn’t love anyone for a long time……

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pretending

I wanted to be adored… So I hid beneath a world of fears… Everything I imagined… Only thinly covered all the painful tears…. I was just a child…growing up in a scary place… My life…my days…my self… All of it I wanted to erase… So I created a new reality… That only existed in my…

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