have me

I grew up without knowing what I needed… But I thought I had what I always wanted… Love back then was paper thin and empty… But I thought it was better than having nothing… Now I know… I’d rather have me than strangers who have holes for hearts… At the end of the day… I’d…

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fabrication

life is a gift but you saw it as a game… and I wish I could have still looked at you the same… but the facade disappeared with my love for you… and I’m still praying you find peace in the deeds you continue to do… the fear and rage in your heart is panic…

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in you

we grow….and change…. even if we try… we never stay the same… because life is nothing like we plan or once believed… and a peace has settled within the deepest parts of me… I saw your heart from a bird’s eye view… then I knew… just what to do… I had to save myself from…

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meant to fly

he made me feel cheap… haunted my thoughts as I sleep… but that image was never truly me.. and in that image I couldn’t ever feel free.. people are not disposable no matter how others try… don’t ever let them hold you down when you were meant to fly…  

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okay

my mind was a skilled weapon in the way it could destroy… everywhere I looked…there was a cruel and selfish ploy… and I lost myself somewhere along the way… don’t want to relive the lies of the words he used to say… the memories can’t hurt me anymore but they still stay… there are times…

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face reality

I don’t see you as a hero or a villain… Somewhere in between… See I was the one who built you up in my mind… But you turned out to be human after all… And I still struggle to forgive those who hurt me so long ago… I created this impossible fantasy to live in……

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cherish

no more plans… no more expectations… I just want to live… In a way that feels right and true to me… And if that means being imperfect, flawed, and beautiful in every way… Then let it be… Because I’m tired of forcing what could never feel good… And I’m tired of chasing after what wasn’t…

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