Unloved

You taught me… Love was fear. Fear was love. You told me… Shut up, don’t make a sound. So I kept quiet. You told me… Bow my head, keep my eyes to the ground. So I showed my submission. You told me… Don’t go another way. So I stayed. You told me… Don’t think, put…

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Acceptance

Give me a palace & a plan but it won’t fill my heart with happiness. Caught up in “ifs” & “thens” until the day light breaks… If I could only…. If I just had… Then I’d be happy…then I’d be alright… Before inner change can happen, I ask myself what do I invite Into my…

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White Boxes

Your dark eyes only see through a lens of infinite, unbreakable glass boxes. My fingertips lightly trace the smooth mirrors of every little box. My hazel eyes follow the intricate, masterful architectural design. Impossibly perfect in glacial, calculated measurements. Precise to the millimeter. The surface unnervingly immaculate, & the empty air within each one crystal…

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Headspace

Remember it’s all just an illusion….. I’m alone but not lonely in the space created by my own thoughts & memories. Perfect white glass walls & untouchable, parallel realities…my version of the events in personal, truthful commentaries. Tears of joy blur into tears of realization. I stopped living comfortably in my own denial & that…

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Disappear

All roads leading back to you disappear wordlessly in the night… All memories I have of your violence fades behind me in broken, golden lined hearts. The darkness left me when I embraced all of my tears. You pinned these butterfly wings under threats & intimidation but I know your own truth. You never had…

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Fragile & Free

Mesmerized by impossible illusions, caught in a web of false promises along your star touched eyes, but my heart desired to be blinded by all the beautiful, fragile lies.  Hold me tightly to have me & I’ll forever erase the memories you caged me in with sweet, serenades of violence. Falling in love with fractured…

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A Little Feeling

Second thoughts & mirrored hearts, Close my eyes in sync with forgotten golden rays. Feelings catching in warm winds & softened souls. You…no longer have me intimidated in imprisoned ways. And you…allowed me to find the light within myself & the strength to know I would always be okay. Even the darkest of nightmares fade……

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