Love and Live

He trained me how to survive…in the only way he knew how. But every technique and operation he taught me is useless to me now. Because surviving isn’t the same as living…I survived him and now I have to live. He said…my life was nothing…but I’m learning how to love and how to give. To…

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have any love

Spent my entire life trying to be someone I could never be. Perfect. The look in your eyes as I leave is priceless. You have a shelf of golden medals. But none of them have any love. Cold and meticulous. Eyes I’ve never seen so black. No kindness. No light.  

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Own Way

The fantasy of you is fading… Finally believing my own life is worth saving. And sometimes you have to be your own hero at the end of the day. Trust in yourself and in love…and you’ll find your way.

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This is it.

A fever running too hot in my veins… Tonight feels different, as if closure is all that remains. I was so afraid to face my self, I never knew… That I would fall in love with the beautiful ways I grew. Never thought I could find peace with who I am, but this is it.…

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Disguise

Live your life, don’t mind what they say. I heard your speech and went the other way. Giving you a fake smile and told you it has been a while… How I wish I could just….trust. Second guessing and doubting love used to be a must. Now staring into dark, empty eyes. A broken boy…

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the very same

Avoid any issues I have with you, When I don’t want to think about the past. You gave me love, but was it ever enough to truly last? I’m a little angry, a little hurt, a little changed. Defending my position and where I’ve been, I’m tired of having it explained. Trust is hard to…

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Weak Hearted

Living is a struggle, it’s not for the weak hearted. Bring up the past, boy don’t get me started. But I have to find peace with what you’ve done. See where the love resides with the setting of every sun.

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Break Free

If we only have this life to live… I don’t want to waste it living in a nightmare. I know when you walk by me you can’t help but stop and stare…. Because you can’t believe how good I am without you there. How happy I could be without you constantly…. Putting me down. Destroying…

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Stepped Out

I fight against the memory of you. Haunted by a distorted illustration of love existing only in dreams. The battles of the past have ended, but my mind still believes it’s happening now. Close my eyes only to wake to the sound of words flowing through my thoughts. I stepped into love, as you stepped…

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