alright

lose yourself in what you think is love… lose yourself in the one you put above… I need to listen to the voice he silenced long ago… But punishment and exploitation… That’s the only life I know… What does he need… What does he want… How can I give up myself to serve another… But…

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broken

pain is a familiar feeling… when you feel it all the time… and love is a fleeting emotion… when the journey is an impossible climb… sweating fevers and a falling out… but you… you still say in more than words what we were about… it kills me what could have been… when love was a…

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whatever you want

I’m whatever you want me to be… My heart whispers as you erase more and more of me… I’ll be the one you need to love… I’ll be the person who always places you above… I’m the girl you desire… I’m the victim you push into the fire… All the while I… Don’t ask you…

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I couldn’t

I couldn’t keep them together… No matter what I did… The happiness fell from their eyes… And their tears became mine… But love… Love was missing… From their scars and hearts… All I wanted was to keep us together… But it didn’t matter in the end…

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to you…

i blame myself for breaking up… a family… wondering if… ever meeting them would be just a fantasy… and i blame myself for things i didn’t do… wondering if… i was just a mistake to you…

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you

you tossed me away… and it was like I didn’t matter… in a second you set fire to… all the years… all the trust… all the memories… it would take so long… to repair the brokenness… to learn how to love myself… in a way I never knew… to let go… and say goodbye to…

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real

living in a dream… you never… fully face the harshness and coldness… of reality… I kept myself safe… wrapped in illusions… until they all came crashing down… it wasn’t real… but I loved it all the same… I loved an illusion… a fracture, golden piece of a truth that never existed… what do you do…

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truth

come back… don’t go… don’t leave me with my fears… don’t let me go… I wanted to stay in my dreams… but they were never the same after… after I saw the truth…  

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fleeting

lose your love… lose your heart… lost in the music… it’s a fantasy waiting to fall apart… but what’s life without risk… what’s love without giving…. every day I fight the lies I once loved living…. happiness is fleeting… but love knows no defeat in… the paths we both chose to make… some truths are…

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