Imitation

I wasn’t born to be a simple imitation… Thought you had me on lock down but I won’t respond to your invitation. Lost myself a long time ago…fought through my nightmares to get myself back. I think it’s time I stop living in denial and began to pick up the slack. Because I was so…

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Pursue

It doesn’t help me to stay mad at you… You can’t right a wrong by making it two. I hate how much I believed in you. I hate how I let you back in and lit the fuse. Afterwards…I always feel used. My heart was completely fooled. Sometimes stupidity wins when logic is overruled. I…

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Ghost

I hate that I loved you no matter what you did to me. I hate all the reminders and all the fabricated memories. My eyes only wanted to see you through a certain view. Started to reconnect but it’s over now, we’re through. It hurts until it heals. Hit me in the heart and I…

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Childish

I was broken…until I had no other choice but to dust off my past. Pain and tears, when you decide to let them go, they won’t last. Associated myself with being a wounded and helpless girl. But you know what they say…don’t cast away your pearls. Thought I had to be the perfect daughter, always…

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Display

Tell me how much you hate me. Make the words stay. I see it in your eyes… You don’t have to put your love on display. Because you don’t know how to love someone like me… Repeat it back twice, the pain captured my melody. You’re too much…. Too much for a heart that’s broken…

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Just like you planned

No one can hate me the way I can. I’m my number one enemy and my number one fan. What you don’t say kills me just like you planned. Even if you were here I don’t think you’d ever understand. It’s a one way relationship and there’s nothing more left in me. I’m more used…

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Left Me

Try to numb myself from the pain. Addiction knows no other way. Why do I need you to care? You’re still on the clothes and make up I wear. I love you and I hate you too. If you could see what you put me through. Dig a hole deeper. Happiness doesn’t want to keep…

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All I Know

Misery… I have a toxic relationship with you. The more I pull away… You pull me in to stay. And you won’t ever hear this. I didn’t want you when I had you. But now you’re gone and it’s your presence I miss… Attachment isn’t love and it wants to be. They say…. They say……

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You don’t love me anymore…

Can you really lose what you never had? You’re no longer in my life, I guess it’s what I wanted and I should be glad. Oh the words you will never hear. And the pain you gave me to fear. They tell me… I should get get over what you’ve done and move on. But…

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After love

You stole my voice with your hands… Hands forcing me into one of your little gilded cages. My heart screamed against the bars, until there wasn’t a sound left. Smile. You told me to smile, tears streaming unnoticed on your sleeve. She hides within these walls. Walls high enough to disappear beyond rose painted clouds.…

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