forget us

never wanted to forget us…. never wanted to lose the feeling of your touch… never wanted to close my eyes alone… never wanted to end it all over the phone…. and I just… can’t imagine this life without you…. but we do… we do what we have to… and we can’t ever take it back……

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I Love You

I loved my dad…. I still do… I loved him after every single fight…. Begging him to see me but he looked right through…. After every accusation and manipulation… After every painful sleepless night and devaluation… Because I thought I could love him long enough for him to change… Relived the trauma and abuse….but I…

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